I loved her.
And she loved me.
At least I believed
she loved.
And she loved me.
At least I believed
she loved.
And things shattered.
I'm lost.
She's helpless.
I'm lost.
She's helpless.
I thought she's the strongest,
but I saw her decay,
and I saw her turning away.
but I saw her decay,
and I saw her turning away.
I craved
her attention,
her approval,
her love.
her attention,
her approval,
her love.
I sought
shelter in her.
shelter in her.
I kept orbiting,
around her.
around her.
But, we kept hurting
each other.
each other.
It is easy to say
it was all her fault.
Easier to say, it was mine.
She said it was mine.
it was all her fault.
Easier to say, it was mine.
She said it was mine.
It wasn’t the stars.
Something happened
and then something didn't.
Something happened
and then something didn't.
It's just that.
Nothing grand.
Nothing special.
Nothing grand.
Nothing special.
That doesn't mean
It doesn't hurt.
It hurt when I walked away.
She died.
And I died.
“Us” died.
It doesn't hurt.
It hurt when I walked away.
She died.
And I died.
“Us” died.
I know she suffered.
I loved her.
And she suffered.
I failed to save her.
And she failed to save me.
I loved her.
And she suffered.
I failed to save her.
And she failed to save me.
We both decayed.
It is just so hard.
It is just so hard.
slow & right